I would like to say a very special Happy Mother's day to my mommy! I wish I lived closer to her so that I could spend the day with her. It's hard being away from her all the time, but I do talk to her on the phone pretty much everyday. She is always there to listen to me and offer up some advice. I don't know what I would do without her. It makes me cry as I write this to think about not having her around. She has had a rough couple of years health wise but thank God everything is okay now.
Living away from my parents I often have panic attacks that something will happen to them. I know it is kind of an irrational thing, but I seriously don't know how I would survive if I lost them. I have dreams that they have gotten into a car accident or suffered a heart attack and I wake up in a panic.
But enough with depressing things! I still feel like a kid when I am with my mother. When I went down there in March I still cuddled with her on the couch as if I were a four year old. I just found a picture of my mother carrying me around when I was about 4 or 5 and I had the biggest smile on my face. My mother looked like she was in a bit of pain carrying me around, but I couldn't look happier! Sometimes I wish she could still carry me around!
Happy Mother's day Mom! I love you so much and don't know what I would ever do without you! I hope you have a great day and hopefully I will be down there soon to sit on the beach and hang out!
Beautiful!
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